Sometimes just when I think people are going to surprise me with humility -- they DON'T, and I'm disappointed once again. I guess I should just get used to being let down and then it won't be as bad when it actually happens, right? Of course, that is the cynics way of thinking -- and I never wanted to be a cynic. It's depressing always waiting for the negative thing to happen. Then again, the feeling of your blood about to boil over out of your skull isn't a great feeling either.

But I mean, most human beings have a clear understanding of what is right and wrong, don't they? Maybe not.

I'm getting married in 7 months. I'm only doing this ONCE. Be there for all of the events and the wedding day or just don't be in my life anymore...because you're basically saying that I'm not important enough to save your money for so you can buy a plane ticket to come see me. Not too much to ask.